FAT

Last year at Fashions Night Out.

I have completely cut out all sugar in my diet, which caused a dramatic loss of weight, at least ten pounds!  It is like as soon as I got the marriage license, I blew up!  Then I moved back to New York City, and blew up even more, all together I weighed 217 pounds…Good Googly Moogly!  What kills me is that it happened overnight, seemingly!

Now, I have been a bean pole all my life, thin but very well defined, or as they say “cut”,  and never in a million years thought I’d be FAT!  I hear Skinny children talkin’ ‘bout they FAT, the truth is, you have body image issues, that if not checked could lead to eating disorders!  Yes I can say that!  I who at one time lived on broth, water, and enemas!  Because I thought my size 30 waist was fat!

I am a guy, a guys guy!  Gay, but no flame.  But even I was comparing myself to the thin models I worked with, as androgynous as I was!  Part of me wanted to be muscle bound and the other half, waif,  so there I was a “cut” waif.  LOL.

Well, now I am a little older and obliviously my metabolism has leveled off and now I gain weight, OKAY, so from 217 I now weigh 207.3 I lost ten pounds, thank you Jesus!  Because 217 was truly not cute!

The picture above is about how big I am, some say that is not big, humph, maybe I am the one with body image issues...LOL.